I hear your voice on a car ride
Seeping through the cracks in the heart
Can't find a port in this storm
No shelter to mourn
Squinting in the glow
Is it a geek and a hobo?
Trust a flame I really
don't know
Against this tower of light, I can make out a vessel on
its way
I wonder what my dad really thinks when
I air a business out in the blink
I ain't thought about it twice,
let alone worry about the consequences
Shoot first, think second
Always been my way to tackle this,
cause
Truth hurts, it's stressing
Always knew what I would think of it
But it's not even about that anymore
I just don't want it to be like it was before
So I'm trying real hard
not to point fingers
I'm hoping I can leave
the drugs by the door
And never ever mention them again
Even though I know you're still using
You'd rather see us unblock
Let's try this your way
I eat what I want, so I'm cuddlin'
Seepin' through the
cracks in the hull
Can't find a foreign stall
I'm shelterin' low
Squintin' in the glow
Is it a beak and a hole?
Trust a flame I really
don't know
Against this tower of light
I can pick out a vessel
I don't think I have your number,
we barely even speak when we see each other
I think we both want a guilt trip,
at least I know that I am my cover
It's always been to keep it a distance,
so far away it's possible
But if it makes any difference,
I hope we can jump this obstacle
That it's been our lives,
all the ups and downs and ins and outs
Remember when you sent me all those letters,
I'm thinking I should read some now
To better understand what you felt
locked up in the 4x4 of a cell
With two kids on the outside of me,
I would've gone out on
My heart's so cold,
seeping through the cracks in the hole
Can't find a corner to stall, I'm sheltered alone,
squinting in the glow
Is it a beacon of hope?
Trust a flame I really
don't know
Against the power of light
I can make out a vessel
On its way to you
Maybe this is overdue
Or is it better not to?
Cause I don't need to get reminded
I just wanna put it behind me
And think about what I miss
And right now that's a miss
So I couldn't really tell you
If you ever asked me if
But you ain't never asked me shit
You ain't never asked me shit