All these lies that I'm giving
Maybe I'm scared to be by myself
So I fall for a love that feels like a mess
I don't know why I'm still believing
I'm just finding ways to cope
My own feelings, my healing
Terrified by the train of my thoughts
Got trust issues with myself,
come seem to take it apart
don't know where do I start
The scars from the past, it's only a mark
blood still feels pain in my heart
So it would not have gone bad,
I thought that maybe it would last
But what is always wrong?
Ain't never brokenhearted,
Give myself a real lover,
That I trust in the dust,
I gave my all, but the love still died
All these girls always say goodbye
Say they need, yet I see another guy
All I ever got ain't love, but lies
so I don't want to hurt you, baby
but I'm always deceived by the
so the world will fall to pieces
I don't know why I'm still believing
All these lies that I'm giving
Baby, I'm scared to be by myself,
so I fall for a love that feels like a mess
I don't know why I'm still believing
My healing, till I can be alright
My healing, till I can be alright