and you can help yourself
I give you money in the first degree
I get a supper for my son
An d I feel God's hand moving me
I'm not the only one, the only one
I got a claim on his history
He's everything that I wanted to be
And now I know, it checks on me
I know the money don't heal me
I know the sun don't reach me
I know this anger will deceive me
I get nothing to believe in
And just talk, talk, I'm damaged and
I can't even trust my self,
I'm calling to you for help,
I can't afford this new love
I can't afford this new love
I'm given a vision, I'm going insane
I'd do it all over, I'd do it again
I can't explain, I can't explain